[He is nearly knocked senseless by the onslaught once the meld is established but he recovers quickly enough.
He tries to emphasize that he doesn't want Spock to feel that he needs to organize himself beforehand. It's a deep acceptance, a reassurance that when Spock is ready, Jim's there to see whatever Spock wants to show him.
That flashback from last night is bizarre and kind of hot from a different point of view--it sends a shiver down his own spine--but back to what Jim wanted to feel.
He lets the pitch, timbre, the accent of the word as Spock had said it wash over him. Without tapping into its meaning yet, he decides it's a pleasant word to hear all by itself, especially in Spock's voice.
Like this, Jim is able to grasp its meaning more wholly than any words to explain it in Standard would allow. He's grateful that Spock is allowing him to understand it like this. It goes straight to the heart of him and he savors it, feeling it as deeply as he can while they're melded and wanting to hold onto it. It's overwhelming in its depth, enough to physically take Jim's breath away. He reaches along their cord, absorbing and then reflecting the same feelings--though the word doesn't have a Standard equivalent, he at least knows through its meaning that he feels the same and can reciprocate.]
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He tries to emphasize that he doesn't want Spock to feel that he needs to organize himself beforehand. It's a deep acceptance, a reassurance that when Spock is ready, Jim's there to see whatever Spock wants to show him.
That flashback from last night is bizarre and kind of hot from a different point of view--it sends a shiver down his own spine--but back to what Jim wanted to feel.
He lets the pitch, timbre, the accent of the word as Spock had said it wash over him. Without tapping into its meaning yet, he decides it's a pleasant word to hear all by itself, especially in Spock's voice.
Like this, Jim is able to grasp its meaning more wholly than any words to explain it in Standard would allow. He's grateful that Spock is allowing him to understand it like this. It goes straight to the heart of him and he savors it, feeling it as deeply as he can while they're melded and wanting to hold onto it. It's overwhelming in its depth, enough to physically take Jim's breath away. He reaches along their cord, absorbing and then reflecting the same feelings--though the word doesn't have a Standard equivalent, he at least knows through its meaning that he feels the same and can reciprocate.]