[ Spock's eyes are clenched shut, his expression closed off and tight in an effort to gain control over himself. He's breathing harshly, but it's contained by breathing only through his nose, making it seem more severe—his breath comes in fits and bursts, loud even to Spock's own hearing. He can't seem to get it under control ...
To outward appearances, if Spock were Human, it might look like the beginnings of a panic attack, half-choked by how tightly Spock is holding himself. Jim's hand on the bit of shoulder not covered by his shirt as well as the slightly widened bond gives him a glimpse of the impending grief that threatens to overwhelm Spock's mind as well as his desperate attempts to stave it off. ]
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To outward appearances, if Spock were Human, it might look like the beginnings of a panic attack, half-choked by how tightly Spock is holding himself. Jim's hand on the bit of shoulder not covered by his shirt as well as the slightly widened bond gives him a glimpse of the impending grief that threatens to overwhelm Spock's mind as well as his desperate attempts to stave it off. ]