[ Yes. This is what Spock wanted for Jim, for both of them, this deep sense of just belonging in the moment. The physical is well and good and pleasing, but to satisfy the mind and heart has much more positive effects.
Spock opens the link as wide as he dares, still careful of his own walls—the last thing he wants with this is for his grief to overshadow this sense of peace—but it's like every other door has been thrown wide, open to its fullest capacity to allow Jim in, joining their minds as well as their bodies.
And when the urgency for the physical has calmed in Jim, with the pleasure of the self starts to eclipse the flesh,that's when Spock starts to move within Jim. An incredibly measured pace at first, nearly drawing all the way out only to push all the way in, it takes nearly a full ten seconds for one thrust. Spock presses his face into the back of Jim's neck as he moves slowly, his breath stirring the short hairs there. ]
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Spock opens the link as wide as he dares, still careful of his own walls—the last thing he wants with this is for his grief to overshadow this sense of peace—but it's like every other door has been thrown wide, open to its fullest capacity to allow Jim in, joining their minds as well as their bodies.
And when the urgency for the physical has calmed in Jim, with the pleasure of the self starts to eclipse the flesh,that's when Spock starts to move within Jim. An incredibly measured pace at first, nearly drawing all the way out only to push all the way in, it takes nearly a full ten seconds for one thrust. Spock presses his face into the back of Jim's neck as he moves slowly, his breath stirring the short hairs there. ]